20-May-13 11:40 PM
back to normality. Before a while, my heart was in deepest pain; and what pained it more was the lack of genuine reason for the pain. In this state, what I felt was the ever-gloomy loneliness, loneliness which makes you feel death is a better option. My mind was suggesting one reason continuously- but my soul despised it, knowing that it originated from something unreal. Yes, whatever was the source was not real, for it was merely a mansion of my unbridled emotions, expectations & earthly attachments. You may again question why should this mansion be unreal, when in truth, everybody's reality seems to be based on these aspects. But let me tell you, just once, allow the divine rays to pass through the windows, penetrate through the walls of the mansion; and in a flit of second, this mansion of yours would disappear. My dear, these divine rays are nothing but your own awareness about God's presence, the faith that He is always, always beside you to guide and guard even in the so-called darkest moments. Now I see,when the origin is unreal, the pain itself is non-existent. My light heart takes on a flight to the abode of ecstasy. Don't you think a miracle has just happened?
